ANYWAY... thankfully (and half way through) ideas are beginning and i've started doing some encouraging stuff, and working with the idea of different kinds of mess, i.e. social, literal, emotional, physical, spiritual, political, dirty and clean.
so the plan from now is to allot several days to each,and just rinse it. Needless to say this looks pretty challenging, and -I would like to point out- is really uncharacteristic of my working, but I think come September i'll be back to working at full capacity, full -steam ahead again. :) Here's hoping and praying... !